MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Why? why leave melbourne?
The city is not artistic enough for me *cough
I realise im somewhat not so inspired in melbie compared to malaysia, i kid u not.
And SOMEHOW LAH somehow ive become like more chinesey, not a bad thing but more cantonesey! omfg. hongkified omfg. i hate that. i actually hate the hongkie people's gestures and behaviour, which sometimes, they converse like they had an ostrich brain. if u know how big is an ostrich's brain.
omfg. im like out my my league *sour face*
i have like 5 preferences now.
1. Central Saint Martins (*shivers, send a shiver down my spine)
2. Chelsea.
3. Middlesex University (LOL)
4. Nottingham Trent (apparently is really good for design)
5. Thames Valley @ Reading ( but its like......far from London...swt)
preferbably numero uno and dos, because its under uni of arts london.
and
i havent done my portfolio...................................
because some of my files are in
Melbourne.
--_--"
double that.
but im working on it.........verry slowly.......oh well application ends march anyways.
BUT what if i dont get the uni i want and the placement!!!
im so fuckign worried. then i might need ot continue with RMIT coz dad says so.....
and then ill waste 1 yr !! omfg i need to defer it~~~~~~
omfg.
omfgggggg.
the deadlines over but i didnt even care abt it..................
have to freakin call the office tomorrow....................................
i hate decisions............and adult life......................LIFE IS NOT CRAYONS ANYMORE bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
im in dilemma with time.ALWAYS.
sigh........................ time..........
lets see how things goes next week after a visit and interview with the british council..............
xoxo
12:25 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Happy New Year people. I dont have much enthusiasm anyways i dont know why because somehow i sense that every year is the same -_-" I have no resolutions this yr because it'll be a spontaneous one. Whatever happens and whatever i do is, whatever it will be.
2007 is great and painful haha. but i think im much better with it. stupid cruel world.
Anyways celebrated NY in Genting! It was such a idiotic new years i tell you and its idiotic till its funny. Saw picked me up at ard 8.15 and we went straight to the airport to fetch ernest who will arrive from melbourne. fine. then after then we head up to Genting and there's like freakin traffic everywhere. Even in the mountain of Genting mahai. 11.30, we're still in the car in the traffic and we've already prepare to celebrate new years in the car. LOL. then saw stop the car, parked it on the side and decided to walk up. MAHAI LA WALKING UPHILL DAMN TIRING OK. i swear my legs go smaller lol but then gained weight again coz the next day we ate 4 meals. shite. fine la reach in highlands hotel where we suppose to meet ve, vicca and the others... we pulak cannot freaking find them la! and they freakin cannot ifnd us. nvm la, then they starting coutning down from 10 we know we'll celebrate ourselves just the 3 of us. BUT, we where in the wrong direction of the building. when the fireworks wento ff, we could only see half of the fireworks, the apple trees. then we budged to another spot, WORSE we could only see 1/4 of the fireworks. then we squeezed in thru the crowd and finally! we got to see the whole picture but it was already the last 5 minutes.....mahaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. dman fun i swear new years,damn fun -_-" Stayed a night in first world hotel and practically didnt sleep much. coz everyone was talking and getting entertained with David's magic skills.creepy u know.
so its not a bad way to start 2008 haha.
xoxo
7:59 PM <3
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