MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Why? why leave melbourne?
The city is not artistic enough for me *cough
I realise im somewhat not so inspired in melbie compared to malaysia, i kid u not.
And SOMEHOW LAH somehow ive become like more chinesey, not a bad thing but more cantonesey! omfg. hongkified omfg. i hate that. i actually hate the hongkie people's gestures and behaviour, which sometimes, they converse like they had an ostrich brain. if u know how big is an ostrich's brain.
omfg. im like out my my league *sour face*
i have like 5 preferences now.
1. Central Saint Martins (*shivers, send a shiver down my spine)
2. Chelsea.
3. Middlesex University (LOL)
4. Nottingham Trent (apparently is really good for design)
5. Thames Valley @ Reading ( but its like......far from London...swt)
preferbably numero uno and dos, because its under uni of arts london.
and
i havent done my portfolio...................................
because some of my files are in
Melbourne.
--_--"
double that.
but im working on it.........verry slowly.......oh well application ends march anyways.
BUT what if i dont get the uni i want and the placement!!!
im so fuckign worried. then i might need ot continue with RMIT coz dad says so.....
and then ill waste 1 yr !! omfg i need to defer it~~~~~~
omfg.
omfgggggg.
the deadlines over but i didnt even care abt it..................
have to freakin call the office tomorrow....................................
i hate decisions............and adult life......................LIFE IS NOT CRAYONS ANYMORE bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
im in dilemma with time.ALWAYS.
sigh........................ time..........
lets see how things goes next week after a visit and interview with the british council..............
xoxo
12:25 AM <3
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